I was having my devotional time yesterday and felt a deep sadness for things I felt I lost in my past because of things either done to me or things I saw around me. As I mourned some things the Lord put this in my heart and I put it to pen and now it is here. I share it with you because I know there are others out there with the same struggles and I believe this was meant for you too. God bless each of you!
My girl, you are who you are because I created you to be that way. And my precious daughter, you are good. I love how I created you and never want you to change. Every little quirk, every passion, every tear that falls for the broken, I put them there. I love all those parts and pieces about you. Oh how I love you!
Your pain and suffering is from the past and happened because your parents and others made bad choices, and you have had to deal with the fallout of their choices. It was not my desire that you went through what you did, those were not the choices I would have made for you. But I can make all things work for My Glory and you can see such beautiful fruit as a result of My work in you. The fallout you feel is not yours to deal with. It is mine, give it to me. I can turn water into wine.
Come out of the shadows child and share it with your sister’s in Christ, with as many as will listen who know my name and are safe. When you share the pain you feel with others it empties some of the disease that fills you and allows me space to clean up the mess. It allows me space to fill you up with my powerful Spirit and give you new life, a life you could have never imagined. It will bring others into healing as well. Your pain will bring life to many around you.
Remember… You are mine… I created you… I love you more than any other person will ever have the capacity to… the enemy of your soul tried to destroy you… I would not let him… I AM your God! Come out of the shadows loved one and be… filled up… made new… fully restored… fully mine.